During my ceremonies with Ayahuasca, like many others, I had a dialogue with the spirit/entity/presence that we call Ayahuasca. When I returned from the jungle, the dialogue continued. During one ceremony, Ayahuasca asked me to put pencil to paper and when I did, the following metaphorical story emerged:
You carry a key inside of you, and that key opens the doors of the world that you create. You are creating new worlds all the time and using your key to enter those worlds. The key must remain with you so that you may have access to these new worlds. If you give that key away you lose access.
Giving Your Key Away
Given the importance of this key, it must remain within you. If you give away your key, you give away access to those new worlds–new possibilities. Once the key leaves you, the ability to enter those new worlds resides outside of you. If you put that key into someone else’s hands you have given that person your own access to these new worlds and possibilities. Once this happens your dependency on that person begins. This dependency often breeds resentment. This resentment is the foundation of structures called barriers. We build these structures that encompass our fears of using our own keys. Our focus shifts from these new possibilities to the keeper of the keys.
The Keeper of the Keys
This keeper is now in possession of the key to these new possibilities. This possession is never permanent. It is an illusion supported by the owners of the keys. This illusion becomes more powerful as the focus on the keeper grows. The keeper of the keys is now reviled by the owners because the keepers are restricting access or building worlds that the owners don’t like. This creates conflict.
The Key Owner’s Dilemma
Being convinced that the keepers now own the keys, the owners feel powerless. Every time the owner begins to build a new world this same owner destroys it in the name of the keeper always placing the responsibility for this destruction solely on the shoulders of the keeper. The owner’s frustration builds. How can the owner be expected to create a new world when the keeper stands in the way?
The New Owner’s Thoughts
Now that the keys have no real home having been discarded by the owners and never truly residing with the keeper, the keys constitute an immense unused power. This power is needed and desired by every owner and yet remains unused. The keys are illuminated every time someone breaks out this trap. Those who break free not only see the keys at everyone’s disposal, they also see the multitude of keys to the endless new worlds that they may build.
These are not only the new owners but the true owners as they acknowledge where the true power lies. The new owners see not only the possibilities but the endless struggle of those who deny ownership of their keys. This is a dilemma indeed. How can they help the other owners and keepers to see the reality of the natural and true state of the keys? They must show this by using their own keys to build new worlds in hopes that others will be inspired to claim ownership of their own keys. This is the path to freedom.
This is only an excerpt of the story that continues to unfold. I wrote this story but Ayahuasca is the author. I learned a great deal from this story and continue to learn more each time I read it and as I continue to write. It is becoming a book that will be published and made available at no charge. This is a huge undertaking that Ayahuasca has tasked me with and I’m reaching out to find partners/supporters/fellow co-creators in this undertaking. I will need guidance in my writing. I have the ultimate guidance, it’s true, but I will need a very special editor to advise me on other aspects of this project. I will self-publish if necessary, but I would like to find a publisher who might be inspired to take this on. It would be a very unusual thing, I know for a publisher to do this but I have begun to see that our world is filled with unusual and inspiring things if we’re willing to see them and most importantly, to create them.